Friday, September 29, 2006
What do you do?
what do you do when you come to a cross road...
and you have no map with you...?
lost and uncertain...
what do you do when your raft drifts out to the open sea...
and you are alone with no food and water...?
fear and helpless...
what do you do when someone abuse your trust...
over and over again...?
betrayed and anger....
what do you do when you are forced to give up something...
something that you love and treasure...?
pain and regrets...
what do you do when you have tried your best...
and still fail in the end...?
hopeless and disheartened...
what do you do when you no longer feel happy...
and you can't even give a smile...?
sorrowful and teary...
what do you do when your love is not reciprocated...
and you are being taken granted for...?
drained and worn out....
what do you do when you just want to go away....
far far away...away from everything and everyone...?
indifferent and faithless...
what will you do...?
what can i do...?
With you @12:39 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Smile
him: i like baby jovan...he's so cute...
me: ya...his dimples are so pretty...and nice..
him: you used to have dimples too...
me: i still have them...
him: no...cos you dun smile anymore...
my heart sank...
the truth just dawn upon me...
i feel sad....
will you make me smile again...?
With you @12:28 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Wishing
sitting on the bus...
looking out of the window...
wishing i was someplace else...
tapping my handphone...
waiting patiently...
wishing for the comfort of sound...
reaching home...
having dinner...
wishing i can cook as well...
fearing the future...
feeling helpless...
wishing i can do much more...
looking at the screen...
typing my thoughts...
wishing you can read my mind....
standing strong...
holding on...
wishing for the best of life....
With you @10:12 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
Should i stay?
Heard this song by dreamz FM...
it touches my heart and makes me ponder...
Should I Stay?
by Dreamz FMHad a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don?t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I'm down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You're still in my thoughts
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh?should I stay?
Should I go?
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I..?
This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesnt matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about...
With you @12:15 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
I've learnt
would you accept a proposal and half a carat diamond ring...
only to turn your back one week later...?
i've learnt...
love is fragile...
it breaks easily when not handled with care....
i've learnt...
love cannot be forced...
what is meant to be will be...
what is not meant to be will never be...
i've learnt...
love is not a possession...
letting go is difficult...
but holding on to something that is not yours will only hinder you from finding what truly is yours...
i've learnt...
love is not a competition...
it's not about comparison...
it's not about winning and losing...
i've learnt...
love is a double edged sword...
it can make or break one's life...
i've learnt...
love is blind...
you see with your heart...not with your eyes...
i've learnt...
love is full of scarfices...
you just want the other person to be happy...
i've learnt...
through joy and happiness...
through hurts and pain...
through good times and bad times...
i've learnt...
With you @10:09 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
First Time
When was the last time you did something for the first time...?
saw this emirate advert on tv...
somehow...it made my heart skip a beat...
when was the last time I did something for the first time...?
i looked back...
all my 27 years...
i missed the joy...
i missed the excitment...
i missed the thrill...
and the satisfaction...
of doing something for the first time...
what are my dreams...?
i have forgotten...
what is my passion...?
i have forsaken...
in my comfort zone i have resided...
moving on i have resisted...
bonded by fear...
laden with burden...
when will i do something for the first time...?
With you @10:59 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Dreams I Share
sitting by the walkway...
sipping hot mocha...
watching the people...
wondering...
what do they do...?
where are they going...?
how do they feel...?
wondering...
what's their life like...?
do they have love ones waiting...?
or do they return to an empty home...?
wondering...
am i just like one of them...?
a nameless soul...
caught in the crazy hectic pace of life...
wondering...
do i want to follow the stream...?
or do i want my own life...?
walking against the flow...
wondering...
who will accompany me...?
who will walk with me...?
my dreams...with whom i share...?
bonded by trust...
filled with love...
with YOU...my dreams i share....
With you @11:32 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
New Beginning
A new beginning...
A new life...
The old will fade...
Leaving its traces behind...
Wounds will heal...
Tears will dry...
For better or for worst...
Time will tell...
The love we share...
The memories so dear...
For better or for worst...
We'll be there...
Specially dedicated to Varian...
the person who knows me best...
With you @5:45 PM
