Friday, December 29, 2006
Bad dreams return
The bad dreams are back...
I can't sleep...
I can't take it anymore...
Dear God...please have mercy...please...
With you @11:07 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Weak vs Strong
When you are weak...
he seeks to be your pillar of strength...
he wants to hold your hand...
and guides you through all hurts...
When you are weak...
he yearns to your source of comfort...
he wants to pull you into his arms...
and embraces you with tender care and love...
When you are weak...
he hopes to be your hiding shelter...
he wants to stand infront of you...
and shields you from all dangers...
When you are weak...
he wants you to be hurt no more...
he wants to ensure your wellness...
he wants to be by your side...
So then....why should i stay strong...?
With you @11:55 PM
Christmas
Ringing church bells in the air...
Praise the birth of Christ...
Celebrating through the world...
Shouts of joy and cheers...
Carolling through the streets...
The spirit of angels touches heart...
Standing under the mistletoe...
The kiss of love seals the fate...
Hanging the socks of gift...
Santa's sleigh brings hope and love...
Lighting up the great pine tree...
The sparkling star paints a smile...
Raising hands to heaven...
We give thanks....
Merry Chirstmas to all....
With you @1:03 AM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Birthday
Happy birthday to you....my dearest one...
With you @12:30 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Rainy days
Rainy days are cold and gloomy...
The wet weather dampens my spirit...
The howl of the wind adds to my loneliness...
Rainy days are relaxing and soothing...
The cool breeze blows all fury away...
The melody of the raindrops adds to my comfort...
Rainy days are confusing and unknown...
Sometimes they pour really hard on you...
Sometimes they drizzle lightly and romantically...
Rainy days are fickle and short-lived...
Sometimes they leave you wet and cold...
Sometimes they bring along the sunshine and the rainbow...
I love rainy days...but i hate them too..
I love strolling in the drizzle...but i hate getting wet too...
I love the rainbow...but more than often...there is none...
I love you...but i hate you too...
I love the time we spent together...but i hate getting hurt too...
I love the hugs and kisses...but more than often...there is none...
With you @12:23 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Bad Dreams
I've had bad dreams for 2 consecutive nights...
They left me in fear...
I hope the dreams won't come true...
With you @11:40 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Unsure
I feel unsure when i do not know where you are...
I feel unsure when i do not know what you are thinking...
I feel unsure when i do not know what you are doing...
I feel unsure because i do not know you anymore...
I feel unsure because i do not know how to discern the truth from the false...
I feel unsure because i do not know what i can do...
I'm unsure of how you feel towards me...
I'm unsure of how i feel towards you...
I'm unsure of how the future will be...
I do not like to be unsure...
I hate to be unsure...
I want assurance...
Is it a burden to give that to me...?
I want to be sure...
yet i do not want empty hopes and promises...
I want to be sure...
yet i know there's nothing in life that can be certain and sure...
I want to be sure...
I want to be sure of myself...
I want to be sure of you...
I want to be sure of my(our) future...
I want to be sure...
With you @11:20 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I know not what to do
i pieced together my memories...
memories that i once held so dear...
a smile faintly lit my face...
a smile of sweetness...
a smile of bitterness...
i gathered my courage...
courage to face the past and the future...
mix feelings filled my soul...
feelings of pressing on...
feelings of giving up...
i know not what to do...
does bitterness always follow sweetness...?
is giving up the only option left after pressing on...?
i know not what to do...
With you @1:25 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Without you
I wonder how my life will be like without you...
Even though I refuse to think about it...
I can sense it coming...
With you @8:03 PM
