Sunday, October 01, 2006
I'm afraid
i want to have a tattoo..
but i'm afraid...
afraid of pain...
afraid that art will become a scar of eternity...
i want to ride a bike..
but i'm afraid...
afraid of losing my life...
afraid of causing pain to those who strongly survives...
i want to travel alone...
but i'm afraid...
afraid of losing my way...
afraid of not having someone to share my joy...
i want to walk away...
but i'm afraid...
afraid of having regrets...
afraid of losing things that was once so dear...
i want to have hopes...
but i'm afraid...
afraid that the hopes will be dashed...
afraid of losing the slightest optimism that i have....
i want to live to expectations...
but i'm afraid...
afraid of losing my identity...
afraid of becoming someone else...
i want to live my life...
but i'm afraid...
afraid of judgemental views...
afraid of prejudice and rejections....
will i ever be able to do the things i want...?
With you @4:18 PM
