Saturday, October 28, 2006
Numb
Have been staring at this empty post for some time...
Have no inspirations to write today...
It's always easier to write when you feel strongly for some things....
Guess such feelings in me are gone...
I'm not feeling happy...
I'm not feeling sad...
I'm not thinking of anything...
I wonder if that's good or bad...
My day just passes by...
My body drags...
My soul wanders...
Counting every minutes and seconds...
Praying for the night to arrive...
Where I can finally close my eyes...
I hate to face the truth...
The truth always hurt...
I harden my heart...
I numbed my feelings...
I have to be apathetic...
Casting all my desires and wants aside...
Numbness is all i feel...
Or at least is what i hope to feel...
With you @11:47 PM
