Monday, November 27, 2006
How long more
They always say...
"A leopard never changes its spots..."
I wonder how true is that...
There are simply too many questions unanswered...
I'm wondering what's becoming of me...
Every time you tell a lie...
It breaks my heart...
yet i can't push for the truth...
all i can do is let it go...
How long more do you expect me to be silent before your untruthful words...?
How long more before you will bare your soul to me...?
How long more before i can trust you entirely...?
You hated it when i ask questions...
You hated it when i doubt...
Your anger rises...
Your temper flares...
How long more do we need to live our lives in such a way...?
How long more do i have to be bear such insecurities...?
How long more do we need to endure all these pains and hurts...?
Do i have my rights...?
Or do i just have to accept it...?
How long more before all my questions will be answered...?
How long more before my wounds will be healed...?
How long more before you will love me...and only me...?
Do i want to continue condoning your actions...?
Or do i want to fight for the things i want...?
I guess...
I will start looking for more options...
I'm sure there are nicer people around....
I'm sure there are people who will love me more...
I'm sure i can be happier...
