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Sunday, January 21, 2007

To the One above

My belief shaken...
My faith doubted...
Have i believed in the wrong things...?
Have i gone the wrong way...?

But other than believing...
There's nothing else i can do...
Other than holding on...
There's no other way out...

I have a life...
Is my life destined...?
Have i incurred Your wrath...?
That i have to suffer for my misgivings...

Why...?
Why can't i just give it all up...
And start my life afresh...?

Perhaps You are right afterall...
Worldly desires are temporary...
Who can love me more than You...
Yet i refuse to return to Your arms...

The fear in me is just so great...
I know i have to stand before You one day...
But i'm afraid...
Afraid to give up what i have now...

I do not know what i seek...
I do not know what i want...
I feel betrayed...
I guess that's how You felt when i left...

I dare not return to You now...
For i'm not ready...
And i fear i will leave again someday...
and break Your heart once again...

I dare not ask for more...
For i do not deserve to...
I can't say how sorry i am...
I really am...

Please forgive me...

With you @12:01 AM


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